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[00:00] I became a millionaire at 20 years old
[00:02] and I'm currently 21 years old. I made
[00:03] over $3 million in my life and it's
[00:05] simply because I learned how to actually
[00:07] thank God for my suffering. And everyone
[00:09] goes through suffering. Everyone goes
[00:11] through bad things. But the problem is
[00:12] you always have to look at what is the
[00:14] end of suffering. Polarity is a real
[00:16] thing. And the law of polarity is
[00:18] exactly what allowed me to even realize
[00:20] this in the first place that every
[00:21] suffering we've ever gone through is the
[00:23] thing that is going to lead us to
[00:24] getting rich. If you ask any success
[00:26] successful person, if you ask anyone
[00:28] that has money, anyone that has
[00:30] something you want out of life, if you
[00:32] ask them what motivation they had behind
[00:35] getting there, they're going to say it
[00:36] was something so dark and so traumatic
[00:37] that it forced them to get rich. And for
[00:39] me, it was multiple things in my life.
[00:41] My dad overdosed on Xanax when I was 16
[00:43] years old. I'm 21 years old now. It's
[00:45] been 5 years. And I don't let that
[00:47] suffering impact me at all. Every time I
[00:49] suffer, anytime something as bad is
[00:51] going on in my life, I accept it because
[00:54] I can look at the end of the scale. And
[00:55] how I do that is I learned the law of
[00:57] polarity. And what that is, everything
[00:59] has an opposite. Light, dark, hot, cold,
[01:04] man, woman, masculine, feminine, moon,
[01:07] sun, yin-yang. That's how the world
[01:09] works. Everything has an opposite. And
[01:11] you'll understand this when you realize
[01:13] that someone in life, if you've only
[01:16] ever experienced happiness, then
[01:18] happiness would just be like this.
[01:20] Happiness obviously couldn't feel like
[01:22] anything. It couldn't feel like true
[01:23] happiness and true joy if you've never
[01:24] felt sadness. So, there's certain
[01:26] negative emotions you have to feel in
[01:28] order to feel the positive ones. That's
[01:29] how life works. And I always tell people
[01:32] like run from your negative emotions.
[01:33] But the only way I say that and to do
[01:35] that, run from your negative emotions,
[01:37] is anytime you're trying to get work
[01:38] done or anytime you're trying to do
[01:40] whatever is going to benefit you in
[01:42] order for you to get rich, that's when
[01:43] you run from the negative emotions. But
[01:46] there's going to come a day and time
[01:47] where you have to sit with every bad
[01:48] thing that's ever gone in your life,
[01:49] every dark thing, every traumatic thing.
[01:51] Because what is on the end of that? What
[01:53] is the opposite of suffering? It's
[01:55] success. What is the opposite of
[01:57] darkness? It's light. So for example,
[02:00] you think right now that you are
[02:02] suffering and you might be asking
[02:03] yourself, God, why me? Why me? Why are
[02:05] you putting me through this? Why is this
[02:06] happening to me? I went the opposite
[02:08] direction. I said, "Thank you, God, for
[02:10] every suffering that I'm going through
[02:11] cuz I know exactly where it's going to
[02:13] lead me to." Cuz I realized that's how
[02:14] the law of polarity works. You don't go
[02:17] through suffering just to suffer and
[02:18] live your life in a terrible state of
[02:20] mind and just have despair and
[02:21] depression where you don't get anything
[02:23] out of life. You live to suffer and you
[02:26] have to learn how to suffer because the
[02:28] end of suffering is the greatest thing
[02:30] of all time. Suffering is the greatest
[02:31] gift. So what I would do is I learned
[02:34] how to thank God. And the thing is a lot
[02:36] of times when people pray and a lot of
[02:37] times when people thank God, they're
[02:39] thanking God for the situation they're
[02:42] in now. And this is the problem with
[02:44] that. I always preach gratitude. How you
[02:46] have to be so grateful in order to get
[02:47] what you want to live out of life. But
[02:48] let's say your life isn't where you want
[02:50] to be. And you were going through
[02:51] suffering and you were going through
[02:52] dark times. Why would you be grateful
[02:54] for that? Because then that's the normal
[02:56] to you. To the universe, you're saying,
[02:58] "Oh, I'm grateful for it." So when I say
[03:00] you need to enjoy suffering, it's not in
[03:01] a way where you're grateful to suffer at
[03:04] all. But you know, it's at the end of
[03:05] it. Therefore, you're allowed to thank
[03:07] God. But for example, let's say someone
[03:08] does not have the money yet. They're not
[03:10] where they want to be. They're not rich
[03:12] yet. What you have to do is when you're
[03:14] being grateful to God and cuz gratitude
[03:17] is the number one emotion that gets us
[03:18] rich. They're always, if you watch my
[03:20] YouTube videos, you 100% know that
[03:22] thoughts are what create reality. But
[03:23] what supercharges the thoughts? It's
[03:25] always going to be emotion. And it has
[03:27] to be a positive emotion. Cuz if there's
[03:28] a negative emotion supercharging that
[03:30] thought, then it's going to manifest
[03:31] badly. Which ties into mentalism as
[03:34] well. All is mind. Everything you've
[03:36] ever done in your life is from your
[03:37] mental state. It is your fault. The bad
[03:39] things, the good things. But then you go
[03:42] and you think about it. Okay, if it is
[03:44] all my fault and everything is on me,
[03:45] that means I have the power to change
[03:47] it. That means I have the power to get
[03:48] what I want out of life, if I'm the one
[03:49] that manifested all the bad. And it
[03:51] sounds very sad to say that everything
[03:53] in your life and if your life is
[03:54] and you're not rich and you're not where
[03:56] you want to be, that it was your fault,
[03:58] but it was your fault. But that puts you
[03:59] in full control of your mind. It puts
[04:01] you in full control of your reality to
[04:02] the point where you're able to
[04:04] completely look past it because you know
[04:05] what comes next. And that's where
[04:06] polarity ties into it. Every law of the
[04:08] universe that I've learned and all the
[04:10] knowledge I have is why I'm rich. So
[04:12] when I would go on my gratitude walks is
[04:13] what I call them. I'd go on these walks
[04:15] and I'd be praying to God and I'd feel
[04:16] so grateful. I would find gratitude and
[04:18] everything. Even little things like
[04:20] trees and look at the water, look around
[04:22] me, look where I'm at, anything. And
[04:24] even if you're not here, before I was in
[04:26] this situation, when I was still living
[04:27] with my mother, when I was still in
[04:28] despair and anxiety and depression, I
[04:30] would go on walks and I would look up at
[04:31] the stars. I would look at the grass and
[04:33] I would find gratitude and everything.
[04:34] But I was never grateful to God for what
[04:36] I had because then you're telling
[04:38] yourself that you're okay with it. So
[04:40] when you're feeling these positive
[04:41] emotions and the gratitude, it has to be
[04:44] who you know that you're going to be,
[04:46] which is where beliefs come into it. So
[04:48] for example, if you want to be a
[04:49] millionaire, you ask yourself exactly
[04:52] who you would be as that millionaire.
[04:54] What would that version of yourself be?
[04:56] That's what you need to feel grateful
[04:57] for. But you need to feel grateful for
[04:58] already having everything that you want.
[05:00] The moment you feel grateful for it in a
[05:02] positive emotion towards it is when it
[05:04] tricks your subconscious and it
[05:05] convinces you you are already rich.
[05:07] Right? So, this ties into the suffering
[05:09] thing, too. It's
[05:11] every time I've suffered in my life, and
[05:13] I've gone through bad things, bro. And
[05:15] I'm sure everyone watching this video
[05:16] has gone through bad things. But when
[05:17] you cry and you complain to God, he will
[05:20] never give you what you want. It says in
[05:22] the Bible, and I I I preach this so
[05:23] much. It says, "Believe you've already
[05:24] received it and go and ask for it in
[05:26] prayer and it's yours." So, if you
[05:28] believe that you're just in despair and
[05:29] depression, anxiety, and that's the
[05:30] state that you're praying in, God isn't
[05:32] going to give it to you. Imagine how God
[05:34] would look at you if you were going
[05:36] through all that suffering, all those
[05:38] dark times, with a smile on your face,
[05:41] not being grateful for it, but knowing
[05:43] exactly what comes after it. He'd be
[05:45] like, "Wow, he truly learned how to
[05:47] suffer." Cuz in order to live a good
[05:50] life of peace and success, you have to
[05:52] suffer. Which is why rich kids are never
[05:54] happy. Rich kids who grew up rich will
[05:57] never know true happiness because
[05:59] they've never felt the bad. They've
[06:00] never felt the suffering. So they don't
[06:01] know how to feel the positive emotions.
[06:04] The positive emotions feel like this.
[06:05] And look at it this way. This analogy
[06:07] I'm about to give you. Imagine a
[06:08] slingshot for example. And when I say
[06:10] trauma, traumatic things, it doesn't
[06:12] have to be something like someone dying
[06:14] in your family. For me, that's just what
[06:15] it was. But it's always something
[06:16] internal that you're self-sabotaging
[06:18] yourself. Maybe you're uncertain that
[06:19] your life isn't going to be where you
[06:21] want to be. Maybe you have fear about
[06:22] your future. Maybe you're
[06:24] self-sabotaging yourself, partying,
[06:25] doing brainless things that you know are
[06:27] going to get you to life. You have to be
[06:28] able to dive deep in your subconscious
[06:30] and ask yourself, why is this happening
[06:32] to me? That's how you truly discover
[06:34] what the suffering is meant for, right?
[06:35] So, it doesn't have to be a crazy
[06:37] traumatic experience in order to get
[06:39] rich, but it has to come from a place
[06:41] of, you know what, at the end of the
[06:43] day, I am suffering. I need to know why
[06:45] I'm suffering, why I'm putting myself in
[06:47] these certain positions. What do I want
[06:48] out of life? And is this suffering going
[06:50] to lead me to the life I want to live?
[06:52] Yes, it will. But it never will until
[06:54] you make the unconscious suffering
[06:55] conscious. Because a lot of people don't
[06:57] even know they're suffering. You are
[06:58] suffering if you're not rich. You are
[07:00] suffering if you're not where you want
[07:01] to be in life. And you have to figure
[07:03] out what's making you suffer. So what I
[07:06] would do is I would thank God for me
[07:08] suffering. I'd be like, you know what,
[07:09] God, thank you. Because I know exactly
[07:11] what's towards the end of this because I
[07:12] was very conscious about my suffering. I
[07:14] knew exactly why I was suffering. I knew
[07:16] why I was self-sabotaging myself besides
[07:18] my dad and that dying. All that trauma
[07:21] that you deal with and all the
[07:22] self-sabotage that you do, all the fear
[07:24] you have, all the darkness you have.
[07:26] Think about polarity for a second. What
[07:29] is on the opposite scale of that? Like
[07:31] I've been saying multiple times, it is
[07:34] something great. Suffering to success,
[07:36] fear into courage, right? Uncertainty
[07:40] into certainty. You would never ask
[07:42] yourself, "What if this doesn't work
[07:43] out? What if it's not meant for me? What
[07:45] if my life doesn't go as planned?"
[07:46] Because you know all the things that
[07:47] you've gone through. The opposite scale
[07:50] of that when you do reach that point is
[07:51] going to feel full of bliss. It's going
[07:53] to feel amazing. So the slingshot
[07:55] analogy that I'm going to give you is
[07:57] look at someone who is able to not run
[07:59] from their problems. You don't run from
[08:01] your darkness. You don't run from your
[08:02] problems. You don't hide from your
[08:03] negative emotions. You sit with them and
[08:06] you have to analyze them. That's why
[08:07] awareness is the number one thing in
[08:09] life. Consciousness is the whole point
[08:10] of life. The more conscious someone is
[08:13] about themselves is the more they will
[08:15] get out of life. And I think that's why
[08:16] I got rich. which I think that's why I
[08:17] have everything that I want in life
[08:19] because I just became conscious that
[08:20] every bad thing that I have inside of me
[08:22] I can't run from and I can't hide from
[08:23] because it will ru your whole entire
[08:25] life. We have 60 to 70,000 thoughts in a
[08:27] day. You can Google this and look this
[08:29] up if you don't believe me. And I want
[08:30] to ask you something.
[08:32] How many of those thoughts were you
[08:34] aware of? Maybe 20, maybe 30. Which
[08:38] means that people are living more
[08:40] unconsciously than they are consciously.
[08:41] So what do you have to do? You have to
[08:43] sit in your unconscious and really try
[08:45] to analyze what is inside my
[08:46] unconscious. The only way to do that is
[08:48] look at the patterns of your life. Look
[08:49] at when your life was the best. Look at
[08:51] when your life was the worst and be like
[08:52] why was my life bad? Well, my life bad
[08:54] my life was bad because I was doing XYZ.
[08:56] Let's say it's parting for example. Your
[08:58] life was bad because you were parting or
[08:59] your life was bad because you had so
[09:00] much fear for example. Let's take that,
[09:03] right? If you had all that self-sabotage
[09:06] where you had the fear, you were
[09:07] parting. Ask yourself, well, why am I
[09:09] parting? It's going to be some darkness
[09:11] that you need to sit with and completely
[09:13] get rid of and it's going to always come
[09:15] from a traumatic place. And for me,
[09:16] there was a stage in my life where I was
[09:18] partying more than ever. I was hooking
[09:19] up with girls every single night. I was
[09:21] drinking every single night. I was doing
[09:23] so many things that I didn't want to do.
[09:24] Even after I got rich and to get to the
[09:26] next level for me being a millionaire,
[09:28] for me going to $10 million like I want
[09:30] at the end of the year and I want to hit
[09:31] million dollar, I had to self analyze
[09:33] and be like, why am I doing this? Not
[09:35] only little questions like, oh well, how
[09:36] does this benefit me now? I'm going to
[09:38] change my life. Oh, why am I doing this?
[09:40] And it's always going to come down to
[09:42] something deep in your unconscious that
[09:44] you're not aware of of yourself of why
[09:46] you're doing it. And for me, I was
[09:47] trying to fill a void. And I realized
[09:49] I'm lacking God. I had God the most of
[09:52] my life when I when I became a
[09:53] millionaire. And then after that
[09:55] happened, I still was having all the
[09:56] money in the world, but I lost that God
[09:57] aspect. So, I realized that's what I was
[10:00] doing internally. I was trying to fill a
[10:01] void, but I didn't see this and realize
[10:04] this and then just be like, "Oh, I'm
[10:07] trying to fill a void now. I'm just
[10:09] going to stop stop going out cuz it
[10:10] doesn't work that way." It's not an
[10:11] instant fix like this. All your
[10:12] suffering and every bad thing you've
[10:14] gone through in your life. It's not a
[10:15] quick fix for me. I had to ask myself,
[10:18] okay, I'm doing this because I'm trying
[10:20] to fill a void. Now, why am I trying to
[10:23] fill that void? What am I missing in my
[10:24] life? But most of the times, this stuff
[10:26] will scare you about yourself because
[10:27] your unconscious is dark. your
[10:29] unconscious is not good. That's why it's
[10:30] ruling your life and that's why you're
[10:32] not where you want to be. Because like I
[10:33] said, those 60 to 70,000 thoughts, the
[10:35] only ones that you're aware of are 20 to
[10:36] 30 of them. That means that your whole
[10:39] unconscious is ruling your life. You
[10:40] don't even know what is ruling your
[10:42] life. You don't have control of your
[10:43] mind until you realize what's in your
[10:44] unconscious. And it's bad that's in
[10:47] your unconscious, which is why your life
[10:48] is bad. So figure out why the bad stuff
[10:50] is in your head and realize I have all
[10:53] this bad stuff in my head, but what's at
[10:55] the end of the scale? So all this bad
[10:58] that's in my mind, all the
[10:59] suffering that I went through, every bad
[11:00] thing that I felt in my life, I was able
[11:03] to thank God and I learned how to thank
[11:05] God because I knew God made these laws
[11:07] of the universe work. He made polarity a
[11:09] thing. Light, dark, hot, cold. Like I
[11:12] said, those are things that come from
[11:14] God in our human understanding and our
[11:16] human logic. So I knew towards the end
[11:17] of it, all this bad I was like,
[11:19] you know what? Thank you, God, that I
[11:20] have all this in my head and that you
[11:22] made me the way that I am. Because at
[11:23] the end of the day, God didn't put the
[11:24] suffering in your mind. you put it in
[11:26] your mind just from conditioning and
[11:27] programming and what you believe. And
[11:29] another thing is like all of your
[11:30] beliefs, half of them aren't even yours.
[11:32] If 90% of your day, probably even 99% of
[11:35] it is living unconsciously. That means
[11:37] none of those thoughts and none of those
[11:38] belief beliefs are yours at all. And
[11:39] when I say your thoughts aren't yours,
[11:40] that means it's just your subconscious
[11:42] thoughts. But your subconscious is what
[11:44] gets programmed the most by the things
[11:45] around you, the people around you, your
[11:47] parents. Half of your beliefs are not
[11:49] even yours. Which is why you try to run
[11:51] from your trauma. You try to run from
[11:52] the darkness. You try to run from all
[11:54] the bad things in your head. But when
[11:55] you become aware of it and you sit in
[11:57] that and you realize what's at the end
[11:58] of it, it goes away. And then that's
[12:01] when you get full awareness and full
[12:03] consciousness. And this is why you
[12:05] probably believe in God and you still
[12:06] aren't rich yet. And you still don't
[12:07] live the life you want to live. Why do
[12:09] billions of people believe in God, but
[12:10] only that 1% that believe in God get
[12:12] what they want out of life? Because they
[12:14] were able to learn how to suffer. In
[12:16] order to live, you must learn how to
[12:17] suffer because suffering is 90% of our
[12:19] life. If 90% of our life is ruled by our
[12:21] unconscious.
[12:23] So never run and never try to hide from
[12:25] all the bad things in your life. Accept
[12:26] it. Become aware of it because how can
[12:28] you ever fix something if you don't know
[12:29] what the problem is? Everyone has
[12:31] problems in their life. How could you
[12:33] ever fix that specific problem if you're
[12:36] not even aware of the problem in the
[12:37] first place? Which comes from
[12:39] selfanalyzation. That's all it does.
[12:41] It's you look at the patterns in your
[12:42] life and be like, why am I not rich yet?
[12:44] You know deep down what is holding you
[12:45] back too. That's the part that you're
[12:46] conscious of. Whether it's fear, whether
[12:48] it's um partying, whether it's just like
[12:51] your belief systems aren't there.
[12:52] Whether maybe you lack confidence, ask
[12:54] yourself, why do I lack confidence? Do I
[12:56] lack confidence because I don't believe
[12:58] in myself or do I lack confidence
[12:59] because the other people around me told
[13:01] me that getting rich wasn't possible.
[13:03] Then certain beliefs that you used to
[13:04] believe and get taken away from you
[13:06] because you're not you're like, you know
[13:07] what, this belief doesn't even serve me
[13:09] cuz I'm not the one that even came up
[13:10] with this belief at all. And the only
[13:13] way to get to this point where you
[13:14] realize all your beliefs aren't yours.
[13:17] It's what have been programmed inside of
[13:18] your mind is when your life completely
[13:20] changes and life is bliss. Look at me
[13:22] for example. I had to literally sit for
[13:26] months on end to realize all the dark
[13:29] that was in my mind. And the reason
[13:31] I was able to do that in the first place
[13:33] is because I realized at the end of it
[13:36] is success. Suffering is success. to
[13:38] learn how to not suffer, but learn how
[13:40] to live with the suffering and learn
[13:42] from the suffering. And when I say that
[13:45] I thanked God for my suffering, it's
[13:46] because God is the one that allowed me
[13:49] to suffer in the first place. He didn't
[13:50] put the suffering on me, but he made
[13:52] suffering a real thing in the world cuz
[13:54] we're supposed to learn from it. Look
[13:56] how Jesus taught people. He didn't tell
[13:57] people the answers. You'll never know
[13:59] the answers in your life until you think
[14:00] for yourself. Jesus taught in parables.
[14:02] You know what he would say? He would
[14:04] answer a question with the question
[14:05] because he wanted the person to think of
[14:07] it and really self analyze themselves to
[14:09] then where they can get the answer on
[14:10] their own. Cuz when they get the answer
[14:12] on their own and it's not spoonfed and
[14:14] it's not handed out by anyone, then your
[14:16] beliefs and your confidence goes up even
[14:17] more. So ask yourself, let's take the
[14:21] example of fear or confidence. If you
[14:24] lack conviction, if you lack confidence,
[14:26] ask yourself, why do I lack conviction?
[14:27] Why do I lack confidence? Half of the
[14:29] time it's not going to be because of
[14:30] yourself. Because you have a mind and
[14:31] soul. You have to learn how to think
[14:32] from your heart. Your heart and your
[14:34] soul are the two things that are the
[14:36] things that are telling you and giving
[14:38] you the desire of you getting rich in
[14:39] the first place. So if you even have the
[14:41] idea and the thought of you getting
[14:42] rich, that means you have to have some
[14:43] sort of confidence cuz 99% of those
[14:46] people don't have it. So that's already
[14:47] something to higher your your
[14:49] consciousness and your confidence and
[14:50] your awareness and your beliefs. But why
[14:52] am I not confident? Oh well, everyone
[14:54] around me told me it's not possible to
[14:56] get rich. My parents told me like this
[14:57] isn't how life works and I have to do
[14:58] XYZ. So, you're not even confident
[15:01] because of yourself. And this is when
[15:03] you shape into a new identity. All
[15:04] because you realized the bad inside
[15:06] of your head and all the suffering that
[15:08] you went through is for something
[15:09] positive. And the slingshot that I still
[15:11] haven't got to cuz I wanted to wait to
[15:13] end the video to get to this point. It's
[15:16] when you're able to do this, let's say
[15:18] someone is only able, they run from
[15:20] their problems, they hide from it, they
[15:21] hide from their trauma, they don't go
[15:22] through trauma. That means a slingshot
[15:24] is only pulled back this much. If you
[15:26] pull the slingshot back this much, how
[15:27] much further can it go? the same amount.
[15:30] But the someone who someone who is able
[15:31] to live in their darkness and live in
[15:32] their trauma and live in their suffering
[15:34] and realize that they have to self
[15:35] analyze themselves to realize why they
[15:37] are suffering and to be able to look at
[15:39] it and be like this is going to lead to
[15:40] a positive. Because if you look at
[15:42] anyone in the Bible or anyone
[15:43] successful, they went through trauma,
[15:45] bad trauma. And I'm not saying just
[15:47] trauma makes you rich because trauma
[15:48] will kill people if they don't see why
[15:52] they have that trauma in the first place
[15:53] and fix it. Trauma is ruling your life.
[15:56] Fear is ruling your life. If your
[15:57] unconscious is ruling your life, so
[15:59] imagine if you were able to become
[16:00] conscious about it and be able to sit in
[16:02] your suffering and not run from it and
[16:03] thank God for you suffering cuz you know
[16:05] it's at the end of it. The slingshot
[16:06] would be pulled back this much and how
[16:09] much further can you go then? That's why
[16:10] the one who suffers is the one that wins
[16:13] the most. So don't run from your
[16:14] suffering. Don't tell God, God, why am I
[16:17] going through suffering? You're going
[16:18] through suffering because look what I
[16:19] just told you and this whole video is at
[16:20] the end of it. You should feel not
[16:23] grateful for the suffering, but you
[16:25] should have so much belief in yourself
[16:26] that you're like, all this suffering
[16:28] that I've gone through mentally or
[16:30] physically because the physically stuff
[16:31] is the trauma, but the mental part is a
[16:33] self-sabotage unconscious aspect. You
[16:35] should be able to be like, you know
[16:36] what, thank you, God, because the person
[16:38] who just grew up rich that had
[16:40] everything handed to them, they'll never
[16:41] feel what you feel at the end of
[16:42] success. So, if you're watching this
[16:44] video, I I know if you take everything
[16:46] that I say, you will get rich. And
[16:48] usually in my videos, I say there's
[16:49] going to be 5 to 10 millionaires that
[16:50] watch this. If you take what I said in
[16:53] this whole video, I believe right hand
[16:55] on the Bible, hand on God, you will get
[16:57] rich. And I want every single one of you
[16:59] to believe that so deeply that it
[17:00] happens. And it's simple as that. That's
[17:03] how you're going to change your life.
[17:05] Suffering is not something bad like
[17:06] they've made it out to seem at all.
[17:09] Never run from your suffering. Sit with
[17:10] it, analyze it, fix it, and what's at
[17:14] the end of sadness? If you're sad and
[17:16] depressed, what's the opposite of that?
[17:19] So think about when you do get rich,
[17:21] like I just told you, you will get rich.
[17:23] How happy will you then be?