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[00:00] I became a millionaire at 20 years old and I'm currently 21 years old. I made over $3 million in my life and it's simply because I learned how to actually thank God for my suffering. And everyone goes through suffering. Everyone goes through bad things. But the problem is you always have to look at what is the end of suffering. Polarity is a real thing. And the law of polarity is exactly what allowed me to even realize this in the first place that every suffering we've ever gone through is the thing that is going to lead us to getting rich. If you ask any success successful person, if you ask anyone that has money, anyone that has

[00:30] something you want out of life, if you ask them what motivation they had behind getting there, they're going to say it was something so dark and so traumatic that it forced them to get rich. And for me, it was multiple things in my life. My dad overdosed on Xanax when I was 16 years old. I'm 21 years old now. It's been 5 years. And I don't let that suffering impact me at all. Every time I suffer, anytime something as bad is going on in my life, I accept it because I can look at the end of the scale. And how I do that is I learned the law of polarity. And what that is, everything has an opposite. Light, dark, hot, cold,

[01:04] man, woman, masculine, feminine, moon, sun, yin-yang. That's how the world works. Everything has an opposite. And you'll understand this when you realize that someone in life, if you've only ever experienced happiness, then happiness would just be like this. Happiness obviously couldn't feel like anything. It couldn't feel like true happiness and true joy if you've never felt sadness. So, there's certain negative emotions you have to feel in order to feel the positive ones. That's how life works. And I always tell people

[01:32] like run from your negative emotions. But the only way I say that and to do that, run from your negative emotions, is anytime you're trying to get work done or anytime you're trying to do whatever is going to benefit you in order for you to get rich, that's when you run from the negative emotions. But there's going to come a day and time where you have to sit with every bad thing that's ever gone in your life, every dark thing, every traumatic thing. Because what is on the end of that? What is the opposite of suffering? It's success. What is the opposite of darkness? It's light. So for example,

[02:00] you think right now that you are suffering and you might be asking yourself, God, why me? Why me? Why are you putting me through this? Why is this happening to me? I went the opposite direction. I said, "Thank you, God, for every suffering that I'm going through cuz I know exactly where it's going to lead me to." Cuz I realized that's how the law of polarity works. You don't go through suffering just to suffer and live your life in a terrible state of mind and just have despair and depression where you don't get anything out of life. You live to suffer and you have to learn how to suffer because the end of suffering is the greatest thing

[02:30] of all time. Suffering is the greatest gift. So what I would do is I learned how to thank God. And the thing is a lot of times when people pray and a lot of times when people thank God, they're thanking God for the situation they're in now. And this is the problem with that. I always preach gratitude. How you have to be so grateful in order to get what you want to live out of life. But let's say your life isn't where you want to be. And you were going through suffering and you were going through dark times. Why would you be grateful for that? Because then that's the normal to you. To the universe, you're saying, "Oh, I'm grateful for it." So when I say

[03:00] you need to enjoy suffering, it's not in a way where you're grateful to suffer at all. But you know, it's at the end of it. Therefore, you're allowed to thank God. But for example, let's say someone does not have the money yet. They're not where they want to be. They're not rich yet. What you have to do is when you're being grateful to God and cuz gratitude is the number one emotion that gets us rich. They're always, if you watch my YouTube videos, you 100% know that thoughts are what create reality. But what supercharges the thoughts? It's always going to be emotion. And it has to be a positive emotion. Cuz if there's a negative emotion supercharging that

[03:30] thought, then it's going to manifest badly. Which ties into mentalism as well. All is mind. Everything you've ever done in your life is from your mental state. It is your fault. The bad things, the good things. But then you go and you think about it. Okay, if it is all my fault and everything is on me, that means I have the power to change it. That means I have the power to get what I want out of life, if I'm the one that manifested all the bad. And it sounds very sad to say that everything in your life and if your life is and you're not rich and you're not where you want to be, that it was your fault, but it was your fault. But that puts you in full control of your mind. It puts

[04:01] you in full control of your reality to the point where you're able to completely look past it because you know what comes next. And that's where polarity ties into it. Every law of the universe that I've learned and all the knowledge I have is why I'm rich. So when I would go on my gratitude walks is what I call them. I'd go on these walks and I'd be praying to God and I'd feel so grateful. I would find gratitude and everything. Even little things like trees and look at the water, look around me, look where I'm at, anything. And even if you're not here, before I was in this situation, when I was still living with my mother, when I was still in despair and anxiety and depression, I

[04:30] would go on walks and I would look up at the stars. I would look at the grass and I would find gratitude and everything. But I was never grateful to God for what I had because then you're telling yourself that you're okay with it. So when you're feeling these positive emotions and the gratitude, it has to be who you know that you're going to be, which is where beliefs come into it. So for example, if you want to be a millionaire, you ask yourself exactly who you would be as that millionaire. What would that version of yourself be? That's what you need to feel grateful for. But you need to feel grateful for already having everything that you want.

[05:00] The moment you feel grateful for it in a positive emotion towards it is when it tricks your subconscious and it convinces you you are already rich. Right? So, this ties into the suffering thing, too. It's every time I've suffered in my life, and I've gone through bad things, bro. And I'm sure everyone watching this video has gone through bad things. But when you cry and you complain to God, he will never give you what you want. It says in the Bible, and I I I preach this so much. It says, "Believe you've already received it and go and ask for it in prayer and it's yours." So, if you believe that you're just in despair and depression, anxiety, and that's the

[05:30] state that you're praying in, God isn't going to give it to you. Imagine how God would look at you if you were going through all that suffering, all those dark times, with a smile on your face, not being grateful for it, but knowing exactly what comes after it. He'd be like, "Wow, he truly learned how to suffer." Cuz in order to live a good life of peace and success, you have to suffer. Which is why rich kids are never happy. Rich kids who grew up rich will never know true happiness because they've never felt the bad. They've

[06:00] never felt the suffering. So they don't know how to feel the positive emotions. The positive emotions feel like this. And look at it this way. This analogy I'm about to give you. Imagine a slingshot for example. And when I say trauma, traumatic things, it doesn't have to be something like someone dying in your family. For me, that's just what it was. But it's always something internal that you're self-sabotaging yourself. Maybe you're uncertain that your life isn't going to be where you want to be. Maybe you have fear about your future. Maybe you're self-sabotaging yourself, partying, doing brainless things that you know are going to get you to life. You have to be able to dive deep in your subconscious

[06:30] and ask yourself, why is this happening to me? That's how you truly discover what the suffering is meant for, right? So, it doesn't have to be a crazy traumatic experience in order to get rich, but it has to come from a place of, you know what, at the end of the day, I am suffering. I need to know why I'm suffering, why I'm putting myself in these certain positions. What do I want out of life? And is this suffering going to lead me to the life I want to live? Yes, it will. But it never will until you make the unconscious suffering conscious. Because a lot of people don't even know they're suffering. You are suffering if you're not rich. You are

[07:00] suffering if you're not where you want to be in life. And you have to figure out what's making you suffer. So what I would do is I would thank God for me suffering. I'd be like, you know what, God, thank you. Because I know exactly what's towards the end of this because I was very conscious about my suffering. I knew exactly why I was suffering. I knew why I was self-sabotaging myself besides my dad and that dying. All that trauma that you deal with and all the self-sabotage that you do, all the fear you have, all the darkness you have. Think about polarity for a second. What is on the opposite scale of that? Like

[07:31] I've been saying multiple times, it is something great. Suffering to success, fear into courage, right? Uncertainty into certainty. You would never ask yourself, "What if this doesn't work out? What if it's not meant for me? What if my life doesn't go as planned?" Because you know all the things that you've gone through. The opposite scale of that when you do reach that point is going to feel full of bliss. It's going to feel amazing. So the slingshot analogy that I'm going to give you is look at someone who is able to not run from their problems. You don't run from

[08:01] your darkness. You don't run from your problems. You don't hide from your negative emotions. You sit with them and you have to analyze them. That's why awareness is the number one thing in life. Consciousness is the whole point of life. The more conscious someone is about themselves is the more they will get out of life. And I think that's why I got rich. which I think that's why I have everything that I want in life because I just became conscious that every bad thing that I have inside of me I can't run from and I can't hide from because it will ru your whole entire life. We have 60 to 70,000 thoughts in a day. You can Google this and look this up if you don't believe me. And I want

[08:30] to ask you something. How many of those thoughts were you aware of? Maybe 20, maybe 30. Which means that people are living more unconsciously than they are consciously. So what do you have to do? You have to sit in your unconscious and really try to analyze what is inside my unconscious. The only way to do that is look at the patterns of your life. Look at when your life was the best. Look at when your life was the worst and be like why was my life bad? Well, my life bad my life was bad because I was doing XYZ. Let's say it's parting for example. Your life was bad because you were parting or your life was bad because you had so

[09:00] much fear for example. Let's take that, right? If you had all that self-sabotage where you had the fear, you were parting. Ask yourself, well, why am I parting? It's going to be some darkness that you need to sit with and completely get rid of and it's going to always come from a traumatic place. And for me, there was a stage in my life where I was partying more than ever. I was hooking up with girls every single night. I was drinking every single night. I was doing so many things that I didn't want to do. Even after I got rich and to get to the next level for me being a millionaire, for me going to $10 million like I want

[09:30] at the end of the year and I want to hit million dollar, I had to self analyze and be like, why am I doing this? Not only little questions like, oh well, how does this benefit me now? I'm going to change my life. Oh, why am I doing this? And it's always going to come down to something deep in your unconscious that you're not aware of of yourself of why you're doing it. And for me, I was trying to fill a void. And I realized I'm lacking God. I had God the most of my life when I when I became a millionaire. And then after that happened, I still was having all the money in the world, but I lost that God aspect. So, I realized that's what I was

[10:00] doing internally. I was trying to fill a void, but I didn't see this and realize this and then just be like, "Oh, I'm trying to fill a void now. I'm just going to stop stop going out cuz it doesn't work that way." It's not an instant fix like this. All your suffering and every bad thing you've gone through in your life. It's not a quick fix for me. I had to ask myself, okay, I'm doing this because I'm trying to fill a void. Now, why am I trying to fill that void? What am I missing in my life? But most of the times, this stuff will scare you about yourself because your unconscious is dark. your unconscious is not good. That's why it's

[10:30] ruling your life and that's why you're not where you want to be. Because like I said, those 60 to 70,000 thoughts, the only ones that you're aware of are 20 to 30 of them. That means that your whole unconscious is ruling your life. You don't even know what is ruling your life. You don't have control of your mind until you realize what's in your unconscious. And it's bad that's in your unconscious, which is why your life is bad. So figure out why the bad stuff is in your head and realize I have all this bad stuff in my head, but what's at the end of the scale? So all this bad that's in my mind, all the suffering that I went through, every bad

[11:00] thing that I felt in my life, I was able to thank God and I learned how to thank God because I knew God made these laws of the universe work. He made polarity a thing. Light, dark, hot, cold. Like I said, those are things that come from God in our human understanding and our human logic. So I knew towards the end of it, all this bad I was like, you know what? Thank you, God, that I have all this in my head and that you made me the way that I am. Because at the end of the day, God didn't put the suffering in your mind. you put it in your mind just from conditioning and programming and what you believe. And another thing is like all of your

[11:30] beliefs, half of them aren't even yours. If 90% of your day, probably even 99% of it is living unconsciously. That means none of those thoughts and none of those belief beliefs are yours at all. And when I say your thoughts aren't yours, that means it's just your subconscious thoughts. But your subconscious is what gets programmed the most by the things around you, the people around you, your parents. Half of your beliefs are not even yours. Which is why you try to run from your trauma. You try to run from the darkness. You try to run from all the bad things in your head. But when you become aware of it and you sit in that and you realize what's at the end of it, it goes away. And then that's

[12:01] when you get full awareness and full consciousness. And this is why you probably believe in God and you still aren't rich yet. And you still don't live the life you want to live. Why do billions of people believe in God, but only that 1% that believe in God get what they want out of life? Because they were able to learn how to suffer. In order to live, you must learn how to suffer because suffering is 90% of our life. If 90% of our life is ruled by our unconscious. So never run and never try to hide from all the bad things in your life. Accept it. Become aware of it because how can you ever fix something if you don't know what the problem is? Everyone has

[12:31] problems in their life. How could you ever fix that specific problem if you're not even aware of the problem in the first place? Which comes from selfanalyzation. That's all it does. It's you look at the patterns in your life and be like, why am I not rich yet? You know deep down what is holding you back too. That's the part that you're conscious of. Whether it's fear, whether it's um partying, whether it's just like your belief systems aren't there. Whether maybe you lack confidence, ask yourself, why do I lack confidence? Do I lack confidence because I don't believe in myself or do I lack confidence because the other people around me told

[13:01] me that getting rich wasn't possible. Then certain beliefs that you used to believe and get taken away from you because you're not you're like, you know what, this belief doesn't even serve me cuz I'm not the one that even came up with this belief at all. And the only way to get to this point where you realize all your beliefs aren't yours. It's what have been programmed inside of your mind is when your life completely changes and life is bliss. Look at me for example. I had to literally sit for months on end to realize all the dark that was in my mind. And the reason

[13:31] I was able to do that in the first place is because I realized at the end of it is success. Suffering is success. to learn how to not suffer, but learn how to live with the suffering and learn from the suffering. And when I say that I thanked God for my suffering, it's because God is the one that allowed me to suffer in the first place. He didn't put the suffering on me, but he made suffering a real thing in the world cuz we're supposed to learn from it. Look how Jesus taught people. He didn't tell people the answers. You'll never know the answers in your life until you think

[14:00] for yourself. Jesus taught in parables. You know what he would say? He would answer a question with the question because he wanted the person to think of it and really self analyze themselves to then where they can get the answer on their own. Cuz when they get the answer on their own and it's not spoonfed and it's not handed out by anyone, then your beliefs and your confidence goes up even more. So ask yourself, let's take the example of fear or confidence. If you lack conviction, if you lack confidence, ask yourself, why do I lack conviction? Why do I lack confidence? Half of the time it's not going to be because of

[14:30] yourself. Because you have a mind and soul. You have to learn how to think from your heart. Your heart and your soul are the two things that are the things that are telling you and giving you the desire of you getting rich in the first place. So if you even have the idea and the thought of you getting rich, that means you have to have some sort of confidence cuz 99% of those people don't have it. So that's already something to higher your your consciousness and your confidence and your awareness and your beliefs. But why am I not confident? Oh well, everyone around me told me it's not possible to get rich. My parents told me like this isn't how life works and I have to do XYZ. So, you're not even confident

[15:01] because of yourself. And this is when you shape into a new identity. All because you realized the bad inside of your head and all the suffering that you went through is for something positive. And the slingshot that I still haven't got to cuz I wanted to wait to end the video to get to this point. It's when you're able to do this, let's say someone is only able, they run from their problems, they hide from it, they hide from their trauma, they don't go through trauma. That means a slingshot is only pulled back this much. If you pull the slingshot back this much, how much further can it go? the same amount.

[15:30] But the someone who someone who is able to live in their darkness and live in their trauma and live in their suffering and realize that they have to self analyze themselves to realize why they are suffering and to be able to look at it and be like this is going to lead to a positive. Because if you look at anyone in the Bible or anyone successful, they went through trauma, bad trauma. And I'm not saying just trauma makes you rich because trauma will kill people if they don't see why they have that trauma in the first place and fix it. Trauma is ruling your life. Fear is ruling your life. If your unconscious is ruling your life, so imagine if you were able to become

[16:00] conscious about it and be able to sit in your suffering and not run from it and thank God for you suffering cuz you know it's at the end of it. The slingshot would be pulled back this much and how much further can you go then? That's why the one who suffers is the one that wins the most. So don't run from your suffering. Don't tell God, God, why am I going through suffering? You're going through suffering because look what I just told you and this whole video is at the end of it. You should feel not grateful for the suffering, but you should have so much belief in yourself that you're like, all this suffering that I've gone through mentally or

[16:30] physically because the physically stuff is the trauma, but the mental part is a self-sabotage unconscious aspect. You should be able to be like, you know what, thank you, God, because the person who just grew up rich that had everything handed to them, they'll never feel what you feel at the end of success. So, if you're watching this video, I I know if you take everything that I say, you will get rich. And usually in my videos, I say there's going to be 5 to 10 millionaires that watch this. If you take what I said in this whole video, I believe right hand on the Bible, hand on God, you will get rich. And I want every single one of you to believe that so deeply that it

[17:00] happens. And it's simple as that. That's how you're going to change your life. Suffering is not something bad like they've made it out to seem at all. Never run from your suffering. Sit with it, analyze it, fix it, and what's at the end of sadness? If you're sad and depressed, what's the opposite of that? So think about when you do get rich, like I just told you, you will get rich. How happy will you then be?